just you* and me (:

Thursday, December 02, 2004
Doubts.
I'm kind of stuck in a midst of doubting whether if I should leave my post as a Ass Sq Lead, upcoming squad Leader of Hannah Squad. It is really a hard choice for me to choose as it is really tough to stay even it is just now. Well, maybe Daddy will just make Miss Tay change my mind about dropping my appeal.[[well, it is not as easy cause I really though real hard about it]] Haven't told Miss Thio about it well, I think her answer will be "Weight the Pro & cons and don't regret after taking the action." Somehow I feel that my faith and trust towards Daddy is real weak now*sighs*. Supposing to go to church with Mei Ting Mdm[[sort of a mdm in someways although I'm not in tkd anymore.]] but then in the end cancelling the trip to her church on Sat due to the "Drill Course" on Sat for us. hahahahahaas I'm Offically a Drill Instructor in The Girls' Brigade 55th, Singapore Company after this 4whole weeks of Training*hahahahahhas* Well, still striving for a real Offical Drill Instructor in National Level*laughs* well, taking the first step now. But still droping my statues as a Upcoming Squad Leader in the coy*sighs*. -endx-

yours truly`
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