just you* and me (:

Saturday, January 15, 2005
hais.

it just aint that easy.

i dont know whats wrg but i just know that i'm feeling very jealous?or what i just dont know.i just want to know that someone* isnt around when i needed ya*.and yarhs.

life just seems to be so plain w/o you*

i want.what.what i want.is seriously impossible to get hold of?it just feel terrible.what is it.

my coy,
i dont wanna hear.i dont wanna help.i dont wanna be mature.
i rather be a young lil' gb girl where we just wait to be taught what is supposed to be taught.hais.i just miss the time in junior-gb session.its just so fun.
now?alll i can hear is...
"...i expect you to hand it and thats the final."
"...i expect you to be more mature than her and thats the final."
"...nope to what you request and change everything,period."
"...i expect...thats the final,period."
okays it just shux.
i want to let go and yet you all want me to hold the leadership post knowing that my emotions always gets into me and i cant get things done well and i feel real bad if i do it badly.why can you all just spare a though for me?i just dont understand.

-i want you* to be mine,but i know it is impossible for you* dont want me.-endx-

yours truly`
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