just you* and me (:

Saturday, January 01, 2005
How?
it seems to be just like you-* wanna say something but you-* seems to be drawing back.I dont know why but things just seems that way.You-* didn't call just to greet me "Happy New Year" but I just felt that there is something more than that, you-* seems to be bothered.I sound as though I'm not interested to listen to you-* and just left you-* pending there but I can tell you-* seriously that.Firstly, I'm tired-I went out from morning 8 chionging till 1plus at night- Secondly,I'm with my mum.-I hate to talk on the phone when I'm with my mum-Just hope that you-* will understand.Thirdly, I'm kinda surprised that you-* called me because I dont expect you-* to call me instead just to ignore yeah?Well, to be frank your-* name didnt appear in my mind last night when the clock struck 12.The only person who came to my mind was ZhiRen*, Mum*, Dad*, MeiTing* & others.I tried but I know I can't after the phone call.I don't know why the feelings just came back to me.I feel for you-* again. Somehow things just don't happen the way I want it to.I been thinking over and over again.I just can't get over my feelings for you-* I dont know why but I'm sure that I feel for you-* again.Like ZhiRen* says, "get over with your feelings!.."Yeah I did get over with it but it is just like one day only and with one call,I just feel for you-* again.I don't know why can someone provide me the answer.You-* might be the reason.-sighs-I just don't want to see you-* sinking into thinking about your-* ex, it's not only me but someone* else is also sad seeing you-* that way.You-* shouldnt sink into it further, seriously.I dont wanna hurt myself by waiting and waiting without an outcome.I'm trying not to love you-* ever again but I know I cant.-sighs-I'm willing to listen to you-* but I'm sorry if I really not in the mood to answer your-* call.-endx-

yours truly`
Anonymous
11:27 PM