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zero8.
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
`unchangeable changes
tears flowed like a fountain,
blood flowed as quickly as a flowing tap,
punches blowed as hard as it could be delivered.
all these could never be compared with the hurt,
that was cause INSIDE the one.
it was a HARSH decision that hurted one so much.
one's greatest fear arise, the fear of the one.
with just a sentence, "...will just end with a full-stop, forget everything"
this sentence has brought her greatest fear to one.
tears flowing,
wound bleeding,
punches delivered,
and the little fragile heart, broken into pieces.
one tried to persuade,
one tried to beg,
one tried to sought help.
one was all left all alone in the lonely night, crying, all alone.
tears just seems to talk on the phone,
it moved one,
tears soften the heart,
it just seems to cry out.
"...it hurts, the pain i'm going through, all for you.You're the only one I love, no one else."
the full-stop floated away with the tears.
wanting the one back badly,
placing one's pride behind,
begged to have the one back.
the hurt that one have gone through in the heart,
can never be expressed phsycially.
Hence, all will never know, how much it have hurted.
just letting it to heal now,
even though there is just one scar that's existing.
needing to know this is just enough;
Sorry for the hurt, never will thou leave ever again.
I'm really sorry for what have happened.
the tears that was shed,
the blood that was gushing out,
the punches that was delievered;
I will never want that to happen again.
I know the pain in the heart can not be healed totally.
All I want you to know,
I'll never want to leave you behind all alone;
AGAIN.
It will never happen.
ilu*
yours truly`
Anonymous
7:52 PM
Sighs`
it's never the same.
AGAIN
my shoulders are here
just for YOU*
never will i
LEAVE you*
just me*
saying^
ilu* (: